Cant Sleep...make it stop

I wish I could fall asleep but i cant

i cant stop thinking

i think the switch that turns thinking off is broken

i took 2 tylenol sleepy pills 15 min ago 

so i hope i fall asleep soon

my neck and shoulders are so tense

people always get mad at me for voicing what

i think is bothering me 

but if i dont this happens

i stay up all night thinking about it

i cant sleep....

i tried searching the ensign for answers so i could ease my mind

but it only validated my thoughts 

and now i cant sleep

cause now i am back at square one

how do i accomplish what i am trying to do

i guess i could try and define even more

but than thats thinking again.

i guess i could give up....

i have done all i could

is someone awake at midnight i can call

i remember when i was younger i used to call my sister

when i was to scared to fall asleep

just so she would tell me how stupid i was.

i needed to hear that so i felt stupid and would go to sleep

right now i already know what people would say

so i really dont need to hear it again i guess

give up and go to bed. 

thats what the rest the world does

give up

walk away

ignore the prob

sure it goes away, riiiiiight

only if you dont have a conscience 

or emotions. 

i dont know i really really dont know

is all i can say

well hmmmm the sleepy pills are somewhat kicking in

not as drowsy as i would like to feel.

cause i cant fall asleep if i am not tired.

oh well i am gonna try and give up

and go to bed

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