Am I being totally Unreasonable

If I am at my moms house
and while I am there someone
comes over that I am thru with
being their friend because its
to much crap and drama
that I ask my mom while I am
over she cant be.

I feel that its my time at my
parents house and while I am
there she shouldnt be aloud over there
she can come over when i leave.

Shes not even sorry for the crap she pulled
and some of the things she did can
never be undone they were
moments in life you didnt want to
have ruined or miss that she
either ruined for me
or made it so i missed them

So she came over, I left
and thats the way it is if
she is welcome there than I am
no

Is that unreasonable???

OYE

So Donalds pay is gonna be dropping
again. They decided to set their standards
higher and make it impossible to bonus.

I dont know what were gonna do.

I will post for all the new people that might come by.

I have more to say in person than I do in type

thats why I dont blog alot. 

Nothing much going on its 2 day before Christmas

and its just getting funner and funner each year 

cause my kids are getting older and starting to buy

presents and be curious about heir own presents.

This is my first year of having presents under the tree

cause my kids are old enuf to buy stuff. Usually its me

buying for the whole family and so no suprise to me 

whats under the tree.  I have two presents yay. 

I had Parker wrap Chris's presents and Chris wrap

Parker's so that was a ton of fun to see them go 

hes gonna love that.

I love my kids and they just get a ton funner all the time.

We just celebrated our 2 year anniversary on Dec. 14th

of being a legal family, Donald adopted the boys on 

Dec. 14 2006. It was a ton of fun we opened a couple family

christmas presents and played them and watched movies 

and had an indoor picnic since its a lil cold outside.

I ll have to post how christmas goes.

Blind Sided

Life just totally completely
blind sided me.

I was looking one way and
complaining about one thing
and the real problem surfaced
a week ago last sunday

OMG

I was looking the other way because this
would never be a possibility in
my life

but now that the unthinkable happened
will it happen again???

I want to run so bad
my safe lil world has crashed
in on me

Where do I go from here
I ve been a roller coster of emotions
this last week.

I am trying to decide
Stay or Go

If it happened this time it
technically for the second time
it could happen again right.

how can I trust
when it wasnt even supose to happen
this time

the promise was made lil over 5 yrs ago
that it wouldnt happen again

But it did

My world is crushed,

my heart is broke,

Where do I go from???

Hold on for on more day.

Parkers name

I was filling out a thing for Parkers teacher and I had to put facts down about Parker for the other students to guess who these facts are about and one of them that was funny to me is...

Not only is my last name the reason why movies are rated "R" but my initials are another rating of a movie "PG"

and than what makes it funnier to is in 3 years he will be PG 13.

Weve been having fun with parkers initials since his classmates last year came up with PG as his nickname. Parker is proud of his initials and name.

Christopher feels a lil left out cause we havent made anything out of his initials and no one has given him a nickname yet.

were moving

I am so excited its about time, were moving

Its not the biggest apartment, but than me

and donald got to thinking about it and when

we had 3 bedroom and 2 bathroom apartment 

with good sized rooms, we never used the 

3rd bedroom or second bathroom they were

there just to basically say we had them.

sooooo i am just so excited we move on 

friday and i ve already started packing. 

Timing...

I was sitting on the couch the other day and i wasnt feeling to good

Donald walked up to me and touched my shoulder

but i wasnt feeling well so i wasnt really aware of him

just as he touched my shoulder i said

"oye, i think i am gonna throw up now"

Donald felt bad and sad he wouldnt touch me anymore

aw I was like oh no honey i am so sorry, i didnt mean it that way

Just like the time Donald was fixing my moms compy

My mom was sitting next to Donald talking to my bro David

David was talking about his blind date last night and said she

had 2 kids, just as he said that something happened to my moms compy

so as Dave got done saying that Donald said

"oh thats not good"

comming from the guy who married a chick with 2 kids

the timing for a compy prob and donald saying that at the

same time Dave said that made for a real good laugh.

So heres to timing its just great, gives us the lil giggles we need

here and there in life.