Cant Sleep...make it stop

I wish I could fall asleep but i cant

i cant stop thinking

i think the switch that turns thinking off is broken

i took 2 tylenol sleepy pills 15 min ago 

so i hope i fall asleep soon

my neck and shoulders are so tense

people always get mad at me for voicing what

i think is bothering me 

but if i dont this happens

i stay up all night thinking about it

i cant sleep....

i tried searching the ensign for answers so i could ease my mind

but it only validated my thoughts 

and now i cant sleep

cause now i am back at square one

how do i accomplish what i am trying to do

i guess i could try and define even more

but than thats thinking again.

i guess i could give up....

i have done all i could

is someone awake at midnight i can call

i remember when i was younger i used to call my sister

when i was to scared to fall asleep

just so she would tell me how stupid i was.

i needed to hear that so i felt stupid and would go to sleep

right now i already know what people would say

so i really dont need to hear it again i guess

give up and go to bed. 

thats what the rest the world does

give up

walk away

ignore the prob

sure it goes away, riiiiiight

only if you dont have a conscience 

or emotions. 

i dont know i really really dont know

is all i can say

well hmmmm the sleepy pills are somewhat kicking in

not as drowsy as i would like to feel.

cause i cant fall asleep if i am not tired.

oh well i am gonna try and give up

and go to bed

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Orange Daisy has a place

Ok so after making several phone calls to 

Tmobile and Sony i figured out how to get my phone to blog

so my phone (Orange Daisy) has a plce for her thoughts

I will put the link on my page

Orange Daisys blogs will be more of a picture blog place and this one 

will be text place. 

I hope you enjoy Orange Daisys place.

Yes she has a name isnt it cute lol. 

Ok so this is my blogger

So i guess this is my blogger.

Its not much yet. 

I am deciding if i should leave my blogger totally open or if i should close it to only people who know me. If i asked my hubby he would tell me to take it private.

I hate taking things private cause really there should

be no reason to but he wants to be in 

control of who knows what is going on in our lives.

My hands are cold from typing i want to curl under 

my blankies.

that reminds me i think my sheets are dry.

Well heres my blogger 

and maybe later i will think of

something more interesting 

to blog